jessiee

2004-08-28T11:32:00.000+08:00

blog shifted to www.heartyberry.blogspot.com

2004-08-21T16:07:00.000+08:00

last nite, i couldn`t fall alsleep.. Sigh. i reallie miss him!!
woke up early todae, packed and then mit wanting at habour front mrt. headed to sentosa, palawan beach. i wanted to go there play volley ball, but sum peeps backed out. so onli the two of us, is abit difficult fer us to carry on wif the game. hence, we played watersport. actually nothing oso, we jux kept ourselves entertained in da sea. chatting and sab0-ing one another wif da sand, water, rubbish etc.. hehes. aft that, we laid down to tan ourselves. i din want to do that veri much, as i`m alady veri tanned. hence i turned over and let the sun tan ma back skin instead. chat , tk pics [will update it up soon]. stay there fer about 3-4 hrs.
aft that, clean up and headed to hougang mall. had our lunch at kfc, den went to buy ma double eye-lid tape. went home together aft that. totally dead-beat. jux reached home. still gonna haf ma tuition and aft that off to nana bdae. tired! but still.. every lil moment i`ll tink of him ;)

2004-08-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

ma new layout is on da wae.. hope can faster complete. actually can be done by todae.. but.. well, i`m blardy tired can?
hmm.. newae, aft sch went to do dc wif lene etc.. so sian, nothing to doo~ aft that was pouring lyk hell. lene and mi stuck in sch. then go had out lunch at sch canteen.. saw him.. god, tot he nv cum todae.. but he did kaes! i reallie feel lyk seeing him right infront of mi.. not tis far. Sigh. i feel i abit silly.! zzz.. wadeva, damn pek chek now. guess, gonna haf a nap.. hope i`ll not feel that lost.

phrase of da dae [by lene] - "it is lidat, sumtymes we haf to give and sumtymes we can receive" .. i guess wad she means is that, nothing is veri fair in tis world yea? so no nid to calculate so much.. well, tink u guys may tink i`m crappin. but i tink is pretty true. :)

2004-08-19T15:00:00.000+08:00

Now in school lab using com to blog..

haf to stay back to do the stupid survey.. grr! worse still, when i`m about to finish then i realised that i did the wrong one!! damnit~

jy neva cum sch todae.. so siannn~ miss her lots man.. hehes. aniwae, during s.s lesson everyone was lyk putting their heads dwn and started to doze off. cher din gim a heck yea. felt that, todae is a veri wierd dae. mayb without jy ard i`m not use to it bahs..

hmm, saw him in canteen again.. but.. juz able to see his back view. bcux once he turn to ma direction, i won`t dare to look at him animore. T_Tzzz

lastly, i tink wei ping is reallie retarded. muahahaha! oso, i miss jy and ma strawberry beri much!!~~~

2004-08-17T15:02:00.000+08:00

early dismissal todae. but still hafta makeup for it tis thurs. SigH. straight aft sch went to look for ah lee. she get that ass here. and we talked things out. -lower sec, ah lian wannabes- aft that, went to buy things eat at hougang wif ah yi. we were saying that ass was lyk keep pushing the blame to her fwens and pato everything out. laughs. wad a fren. luckily, i dunno her. not even her name. aniwae, did ma s.s test jux now. i dunnoe how to judge it, but felt worried. pray hard yea.

feel lyk changing ma skin, miss xanga, feel lyk using back xanga..

but.. still i`m lazy to do so. plus, i din noe much about operating sum of da codes in xanga. -.-/

2004-08-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

test test test. mug mug mug.

nth much todae. aft sch went to hougang mall eat kfc wif jy and her bro. jux reached home.
damn, failed ma physics test. 11/25.. dun noe shld i be happy or wad? bcux i never get two digits fer ma physics marks b4..! onli once, da veri first paper of da year.. hmm, but i did improve in ma chem yea? glad that i haf zhiming to fight da battle wif mi! cheeros, going fer ma nap. and aft that.. studyin fer ma s.s test tmr!

2004-08-14T11:17:00.000+08:00

hmm, tis is a long week. felt rotten sumhow. aniwae, recently went to do hair extention [pink], i noe is lyk kinda out- but i haf alady made a pact wif melody long ago. so, yea. we finally get to do it together. but Sigh, i haf to hide it everydae when i go to sch. is lyk damn god troublesome. Now, is acceptable bcux ytd i went wif melody to adjust it. something real bad happen to -. and i dun tink i`m goin to care about it animore. yea.. never!

wad do u mean by treating sum1 neutral? if wad u do is treating her neutral. den i dun tink tis world haf anitink not neutral. if u cannot do wad u haf said to mi, den dun said it at the first place. i cannot be neutral. so i never told u that. bcux i maself noe pretty well, i`m a person who are full of inconstant feelings. Finally, i noe abit.. how sadist tis world can be.

aniwae, later meeting felicia and yz to self-study at hougang point. hope when i see ma dearest bytchsters, i would feel better yea! =)

2004-08-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

kindness does not beget kindness!!!!
grrr.
keep ma fingers cross. wednesdae will be ma dae!
god bless.

kao, actually todae is a gud timing fer clubbing lohs. nobody at home. and i mean reallie nobody. grr, if wed cannot go den i`m goin to kick sum1 ass. !

2004-08-03T13:24:00.000+08:00

didn`t attend sch, darn bored in da morning. luckily got nana to chat wif mi!-
hmm. ytd, went to da malan lamen wif ma family at outram. not bad da food. da best is da xiao long bao! damn nice. once u bite, da juice inside will 'spill' out. lols. aft that we went shopping. bought gio tops. da new version wif da dive tingy wan. took a long tyme to decide which colour to take. lurve da white colour one veri much, but heard that alot of ppl get that colour. sad- but ended up still bought that colour. hopefully, when i wear it noone will wear the same as mi. god bless-
aniwae, gotta go out soon. going ma sis`s fwen hse self-study at outram again. 'jux lurve studying' outside. -

2004-08-02T15:42:00.000+08:00

MONDAE BLUES!

lurve ah bee, he looked kewl uh ?!

style mahs??

yandao + stern look~

big boss diggin ear!

check it out ma ex-site-> www.pinkglo0my.cjb.net

2004-08-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

took damn long trying to get jay chou- qi li xiang song into ma hp. keep bluetooth using ni`s hp. and it kept failing! its so frustrating~ grr. i kept deleting ma stuffs, fer it saes that ma momery is low hence couldn`t receive the file. haiis-
aniwae, jux now aft tuition desmond came our hse. tey took out one of ma hse alcholic drink- martell- gordon bleu. is kinda strong type. drank sum too. the smell makes mi sick. lols. and tey kept tinkin i`m drunk alady. dots. hmm, uploading sum random pics of da week!.

2004-08-01T11:31:00.000+08:00

ytd flag dae -
was fun at da beginning wif junhua tey all ard. jokers. fancy asking the police officers whu are guarding the mansion of our president to donate fer them. tey kana rejected of cux! den dat siyuan told us that da policeman sae if we go there again they will shoot us down! lmaos. he said in a serious tone that mi believed veri much. but end up they are jux being lame. da police only said that tey din bring any cash when they are on duty. CKp. went to ps. was trying to ask sum1 to donate fer us b4 we go fer slacking. but sad to sae, onli a few kinder donate fer us. poor us, end up haf to fook out our own money changing them to coins. haiis. i tink the worse was jy, her box was lyk so light. i guess she mux haf put in much of her own coins man. aniwae, we went to ps ,aijisen to haf our lunch. jy was 'allegic' to jap food hence she jux watched us eating! felt lyk puking, no idea why. i love volcano alot. but ytd when i ordered fer it, i dunch feel lyk eating alady. but still i manage to finish everything -.-. hmm, aft eating we went shopping ard etc.. all the wae to 6pm. return da donation thingy. eliza left us. mi and jy went to hougang mall. get ma sch shoes etc. reaching home chatted on da line wif pal. thats all- end of ma dae. hees~

todae was susposed to meet felicia up fer self-study at amk. but i din cux da library will onli be open at 1pm. plus i`ll be having ma home tuition at 2.30pm. wad a rush. beta still, i went to hougang point, coffee bean wif ma sis. we study at there fer lyk about 1hr den went home lers. haiis, now pouring man. feeling abit down.- oh yea, jux now was cat fighting wif ma sis! damn, uncountable injuries. pain ~>< !

2004-07-31T12:37:00.000+08:00

changed ma layout- version #2. think it`s kinda cool yea. aniwae will be back to put up ma blog music real soon. but now, gotta rush off alady. yucks, stupid flag dae at orchard, though ma pals and i planned to go shop ard instead of going ard asking fer $! hees. bye!

2004-07-30T15:04:00.000+08:00

been sucha long tyme since i last blogged ma daily tingy. aniwae, things are still going fine though sumtyme it went off hand. everydae is a new start yea? soo.. made a limit to maself.. here it goes:

4 things which i`m allowing maself to do onli.-
01. sleep, duhs
02. studi, is a must
03. shopping
04. surfing net

other than tis 4 things i`m not going to do anitink else. i mean of cux there are sum other things i`ll be doing lahs, lyk bath, sms, chat etc.. lols. lame eh. but i`m not slacking much animore!

2 things which i totally restrict maself frm getting involved wif-
01. infatuation
02. being kpo, as wad yz mention in her blog, curiosity kills the cat!

5 aims which i would lyk to achieve it currently-
01. diet, ma gawd, dunch noe when i`ll get to ma ideal weight.
02. aim fer gud results, year-end mux at least top 10 in klass is impossible though. If not cannot go hongkong wif felicia tis Nov holidae ler !
03. forget dat idiert.
04. stop being so irrational!!!!
05. think b4 speak, responsible fer ma own stuffs.

well, that`s more or less about it--------

todae, there are actually 2 events going on. big events fer mi. 1 thing is melody`s prob 2nd thing is wif wanting de [not allowed to mention here!]
aniwae, da thing wif wanting wan i cancel off ler- not a ryte timing.
about melody that tingy, is a big headache fer mi- i feel real bad about it. i dunch noe why. i hope i can reverse the things back, reallie. after tis incident i realise sth, we mux be responsible fer da things we sae and done. Not only that, we mux reallie think b4 doing or saying anitink. it`s suchaa hard task fer mi for i jux love to sae anitink without thinking- its true, i admit!

2004-07-28T16:54:00.000+08:00

in a dilemma.. didn`t noe if i had made da right decision anot. Sigh. sch was boring todae. wanted to skip da afternoon klass. but melody jiemei made mi change ma mind. lunch brk went to find her, was telling her about ma stuffs. Regrets- is wad i wanted to tell her. ma lyfe is full of regrets. unavoiable. Wadeva. lookin forward to tis fri~ hope i wouldn`t disappoint wanting yea?

2004-07-25T15:28:00.000+08:00

woke up early todae. headed to amk wif ma sis and marmi to check out da price and stuffs fer nokia 7610. kinda ex there. so later , we headed to cp. marmi go do her medicure + pedicure. mi too, i did express pedicure. aft that, went to lvl2 m1 shop. yep, got ma dream hp 7610 at $389 wif plan and trading and $200 voucher . well, still kinda ex.
bought ler, den went home alady. preparing to mit felicia later on. yawns. beri sleepy now :x
damn, i realised that i didn`t know how to use da functions in dis phone. there are far too much things fer mi to explore. gonna tk ma tyme~
headache!

tag-board added!

2004-07-24T11:32:00.001+08:00

well, jux added a tagboard to ma site. still considering if to tk off da comment thingy. tag-board is better yea?
hmm, jux woke up not long. ytd:

ytd [23/7]:
didn`t attend sch again, 2 daes mc. was missing sch lyk hell. lols. aniwae, slacked at home doin nth waiting tyme to pass until evening yea.
get prepare. qi, ni and mi all wore black tops. lols. act cool eh :x
headed to parkway first, get a pressie fer yuwen. then headed to da bbq ler. wad greeted mi when i reach da pit, is none other than kexiong`s voice. lols. his usual phrase fer mi, ZHONG ZAO [ meaning gud morning, leader of da gang ]. well, we reached pretty early, they not yet finish starting da fire, so we jux slacked there. oso waiting fer zulu`s arrival. etc.. lazy to mention-
aniwae, not bad da bbq. food was nice xP.
sad to sae, jr`s brudda nv cum -.-" if not it will be more fun~

damn hungry now, gotta go~ tatas!

2nd post of da dae~

2004-07-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

love tis techno song to da core, here are the lyrics

groove coverage- runaway

I wanna know the structure of your heart
Why do you tear my broken soul apart.
Is it a dream or my reality ?
Love comes without a live-time warranty.

Oh, oh, oh, I want to run away
You told me nothing else but lies,
i`m singing...
Oh, oh, oh, I try to run away
Cause I just want to live my life
i`m singing...
Oh, oh, oh, I want to run away
As long as you are by my side
i`m singing...
Oh, oh, oh, I try to run away
But I can`t find a place to hide

No i`m not your fucking second choice
No i`m not turning down my voice
Until you understand there`s nothing to command
Until you realize that we could touch the skies
Can you feel it`s out of control can you feel there`s nothing at all.

Oh, oh, oh, I want to run away
You told me nothing else but lies,
I`m singing...
Oh, oh, oh, I try to run away
Cause I just want to live my life
I`m singing...
Oh, oh, oh, I want to run away
As long as you are by my side
I`m singing...
Oh, oh, oh, I try to run away
But I can`t find a place to hide

2004-07-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+sicky

* happeningsof da dae __+hotie cher and cooli doctor

* tuningto __+groove coverage- poison

didn`t attend sch todae. wasn`t feeling well. aniwae, i jux got home frm amk. went to consult da doctor wif ma sis. sis and kai oso nv attend sch.
it was suchaa funny scene, did u guys ever go to da clinic and da doctor gives u money instead of u giving him? well.. sis and i actually sat cab to meet ma marmi at da clinic. ma marmi was cropped up wif sum stuffs, cldn`t reach there on tyme. so when it was ma turn to enter da doctor`s room, ma marmi called mi and asked mi to pass him da phone. b4 we leave, da doctor passed us $20 fer cab fare and our breakfast and sae that we could jux leave aft taking da med and ma TWO DAYS MC!! aww, he`s soo cool. lols. so went to buy our breakfast etc.. here i`m sitting infront of ma com typing real fast as ma sis is kp-ing. aniwae, here`s wad happen ytd:

ytd [21/7]
went to sch as usual. blah blah blah lazy to mention.
aft sch, went home slp :x
den go heartland mall fer tuition. our tuitor is suchaaa hotiieee!!! LOLS~
he put a $10 on top of da whiteboard, and sae hu finishes da puzzle first could go and grab it~ ma first tyme seeing sucha a cher using sucha method to make us do sucha werk! lmaos. every1 was lyk veri kiasu keep asking ard fer ans. mi and tricia co-operated. she finished 1/2 and mi da another 1/2. didn`t expect we came in third. but sad to sae, oli da first one to finish wif all correct ans then got da prize!
but nvm, at least we enjoyed da process yea.
oh yea, b4 i forget. a deal wif wan ting tis cuming august! hope we will be able to go - hehes.
laslty, trying to forget about DAT IDIERT . try not to go canteen animore! felicia steadi arh?? lene tey all go eat, we stay in klass slack ok ? lols!

2004-07-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+posting a black post todae. imperfect

* happeningsof da dae __+cp, costumes

* tuningto __+cyndi wang- ming tian jian

wads wrong wif mi??? i`m not sure too. keep thinking of DAT IDIERT -
agrh. i`m sooo soo soo irrational [not sure if is spelt tis wae] . damn distracted in klass, at home, during eating, sleeping etc.. which means, every moment. veri hard to control maself frm thinking DAT IDIERT.
grr, most worry is ma studi. i din pay much attention in klass todae. i dunch wan to fall again. lyk wad ma cher said todae, she wanted us fall. din understand da meaning. but aft which jy told mi wad ma cher means is that she wants us fall so dat da more we will want to climb up. is so ironic ryte. so now wad, i haf fallen and i put in all ma courage to stand up.. now.. bcux of DAT IDIERT, i`m afraid i`ll fall again. seems rather complicated yea. wadeva.

yea, tmr our sch is celebrating racial harmony dae. every1 are encourage to wear ani enthic costume. well, i tot of wearing it earlier on cux ma pals and i din wear anitink fer our youth dae. soo, most of them wanted to wear and managed to get theirs. still indecisive about it, eliza came and asked mi if i`m wearing. ended up we agreed not to wear. butt... aft recess, jy passed mi a costume which she took much efford to get fer mi. i din noe she helped mi to find if not i would not haf agree wif eliza not to wear. so yea, i haf no choice but to wear. during lunch break we went to try. jy and i stuck in da toilet. end-ed up in chers` staff toilet. trying out. i found that i look darn sucky in it. or rather wierd lahs. so i told jy i might not be wearing.
aft sch, felicia and i went to cp and get ma converse sneaker. i lub it beri much. althou i`m still rather indecisive to buy or not. but still i got it. no regrets-
hmm, reached home try on ma costume again.. and i guess ma sis and all tink i looked wierd or sth. plus ma sis spotted that i couldn`t even bend wif that costume which haf a tight-fitted top how m i suspose to sit in da hall?!
felt rather bad that i din wear it. but i oso felt bad that i dua eliza. and now wad, i told jy i confirm not wearing.
hmm, is it ma fault anot???? wth, i`m soo indecisive todae. in a view, i tink i`m not wrong cux i dun even noe sucha thing would happen. in da another view, i tink i`m wrong. agh, wadeva!!!!!!! i`m jux a normal ger. ma mind cannot input soo much stuffs. i`m imperfect. ma gawd, whu ain`t.

ps: dunch ask mi whu is 'DAT IDIERT' i`m referring too. ya, is him.!

2004-07-19T16:55:00.000+08:00

unwanted feelings- confused.

dunch noe wadda hell.
wadda hell.

2004-07-17T14:14:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+afraid ppl will buy her hse and wad da magazine sae is goin to be true ._.

* happeningsof da dae __+teenage magazine, coffee bean breaksfast

* tuningto __+kelis- milkshake

yawns. woke up pretty early todae. met felicia at hougang point eat breakfast at coffee bean. not bad, it`s jux that the food is lyk too heavy. too much cheese =x
aft that, bought breakfast fer ma family then took cabbie home ler.
now, there are sum peeps cuming to ma hse to check it out. ma marmi is selling tis house. so shebude. aniwae, tis is not da first tyme ppl cum to view ma hse. it started tis yr. and each tyme the agent cum wif da ppl, ma marmi is always not at home. so ma hse will always be in a mess or rather i made it in a mess.. so nobody will buy it. *evil grins!
butt.. todae, marmi at home. she tidied our hse neatly alady. pray hard that tey wont buy ma hse! haha, and ppl sae why ma hse soo pink. especially the room. ma marmi then sae that it`s bcux of mi -.-". hehes. quite true oso lahs . but i realli lub ma hse. din realise how much i lub tis hse until tis viewing of hse started.. plsss.....dunnnn buy ma hse!! it is full of pigs-smell. pigs live here! opps.! lols.
hiak, even haf to move.. i wish can move to sumwher near him de.. lols. can see him everydae den :XX

teenage magazine/august , astroscoop-

pisces peeps:

In love- GASP! you`ve heard from the grapevine your crush has been spotted being particularly attentive to someone else. Don`t lose ur head- play it cool and aloof, and the next thing you know, you`re going to be showered with all the right attention frm you-know-who.

agh, i hope the bold part will not be true. god bless....

i lub blogspot!!!

2004-07-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+feeling happiee!

* happeningsof da dae __+thinking of him,jogging wif bytchsters!

* tuningto __+s.h.e- never mind

oh o.o! blogspot is getting kool. new stuffs and tools yea. i`m lubing it!
sch was ok todae. pretty fast. went home wif bytchsters. it is da first tyme full-attendence. lols. bcux frm the starting of tis semester we seldom get chance to go home together. oh yea, felicia oso reminded mi that i break ma record. i attended sch tis week without adsence! hehes. so happie xP
aniwae, i`m a s.h.e fan yea, and i bought their 6th album long ago. i din realise there is tis nice and meangingful song named as ' Never Mind' .. here goes the lyrics onli the chorus part (in han yu ping ying -unable to disply chinese words here):

Never mind you just go away, ni yi wei wo yi ding ho hui, yi jing you le zui huai de zhun bei, zuo le zhe bu zhui ju shou bu hui.Never mind you just go away, ni yi wei wo zui hui lui lei ni hui bu hui, ni pei bu pei~

edits:
jux get home frm jogging wif lene and guys. its fun man! i mean tey are lame as usual. lmaos. aniwae, i managed to do sum running heh.
aft that, we went to serangoon centre mac and bought da ice-cream. ma gawd, i tink wad fat we burn during the running is equal to da ice-cream. wasted-
so jux reached home. there will be a bbq later on. evonne`s fwen de. oh yea, AH Beeee is sooooooo cute. lols. linda shld noe why yea!

post edited!

2004-07-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+feeling hungry!

* happeningsof da dae __+pinky jiemuis !

* tuningto __+ou de yang- xiu xiu xiu

well, juz making a quick update.
sch as usual. aft sch, rushed off to mit melody in her klass. then we tried to get down da stupid slopes. shouted fer help to our fellow sch mates. one of da guy helped us down. cross that stupid place, mit kai and guys under block. tot there will be onli the four of us. end-ed up plus 2. aniwae, da 6 of us den slacked at da void deck fer awhile. crappin. headed to hougang point. melody and mi happily goin to da foodcourt and eat. and da guys watching us. howeva, as we settled down at a table, trouble came. some gina-bengs [yucks] cum and wanna get trouble wif us. well, at da end oso settled ler.
aft that, kai and 1 more guy went home. left ah keong, nicholes , melody and mi. melody then wanted to accompany mi to heartland mall, as i haf to go there fer ma tuition. how nice yea. felt bad as the 3 of them go all da wae to kovan then back to hougang jux to send mi to tuition..
so reached klass on tyme. lessons were fine. seems abit distracted. kept disiao da ass infront of mi. lmaos. aft tuition went slacking at heartland mall wif rebecca and tricia.. etc.. back home. dead-beat. missed ma nap todae. yawns. still got homewerk to complete -.-'

edits-
jy: aiyo, dunch be silly oks? hehes
felicia: perhaps i`m wrong tis tyme. its not = 2 now is = 3.. hmms

2004-07-11T12:56:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+feeling down. much beta now.

* happeningsof da dae __+betrayed + 10 nevermind in a dae.

* tuningto __+tata young- naughty sexy bitchy

jux wake up not long, feeling better.
ytd ani`t ma dae. here it goes:

oral- have to go school during weekend once. nevermind. but.. i wait frm 8am to 10.30am for ma oral. wadda fcuk. nevermind.. when it was ma turn. i was kinda nervous. read to da cher passage with not much tone. nevermind.. when it was ma turn to describe the pic, ma phone rang! i remember i`ve switched to silent mode. but it rang! ma gawd, i cldn`t pick up or wad. bcux its quite far awae frm mi butt it was as loud. i apologised to da cher and continue ma oral and ma cher said its alright. throughout, ma phone rang non-stop. distracted mi much, duhs. nevermind.. went to bugis wif jingyi and eliza. slacked and shopped ard. bought nth. yucks, i hate that. but i cldn`t find anything to buy man! nevermind.. well.. so we left at about 4pm.
reached home, slack awhile. sheena send mi the 'mean girls' movie. took a long time to finish receving it. meanwhile, i ate ma dinner and aft that, trying to get maself into sleep.. but 3 tings got mi up 3 tymes.
firstly, i was about to fall fully aslp when i suddenly thought that i shld inform ma dad not to off da cable, if not i would stop receving the movie frm sheena.
so i informed him and went back to ma slp.
nevermind..
secondly, on da wae to ma dreamland, ma phone msg rang loudly. forgot tat i haf on it to da max + vibration. was jingyi, informing mi that she had gave binghui ma num.
nevermind..
thirdly, i was once again close to ma dreamland. then there it goes again. ma phone rang. got one indian lady dialled the wrong number.
nevermind..
getting feddup. i got off ma bed.
jux right, ma movie was almost done. i watched it. quite a nice and bitchy show yea.
aft that, someting bad happened. don tink its right to mention here. only some of ma peeps know. aniwae, thks a whole lot to sherlyn. she solved ma prob fer mi.
nevermind..
although, the prob is solved. but deep in ma heart i felt kinda betrayed.
now i know sth.. reallie profound fer mi.. i didn`t know i haf to go through tis to understand ..
it`s not da stranger you shld beware, it`s the closer ones you shld. i noe it does not imply to all ma close ones. but some. nope, or in fact only one bitch..

hate xiao qi gui. petty ppl. kns!

2004-07-09T14:05:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+feeling alright

* happeningsof da dae __+nth much

* tuningto __+lst ladi- never be replaced

few daes nv update alady. lazy-.
wadeva. jux surfed net and found some pics of ronaldo during the euro 2004. seeing him cry . ma gawd. so sad~ nevertheless, he still rocks. wad a cutiee! :x

ma blog is ad-free alady xP !!!

2004-07-06T16:17:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+feeling relax

* happeningsof da dae __+windstruck movie

* tuningto __+lst ladi- never be replaced

ran back home frm busstop aft seeing jy off, as she accompanied mi to walk home. see her board the bus, abit bu she de her. hahas. got those unbearable feelings. eheh, dun get it wrong. i`m not a lesbian yea. juz lyk her being ard. lols. plus ppl got stead ler wors. hehes. bleahx, tmr still can see her yea!
aniwae, todae is a fine dae. nth much happened. onli feel lyk dozing off during lessons,as usual. wad can u expect frm sch daes yea. at least i`m feeling happi now. i mean wif ma lyfe. simple and peaceful. heh.

ytd..
great dae. catch windstruck wif yz and felicia. went all da wae to yishun! aniwae, it is worth. windstruck is a marvellous show! "will make u laugh and cry" ( tis is wad lene told mi earlier on, pretty true). we laughed our ass off all da tyme, onli the last part. CRY! yz.. lols. cum to think of it, i feel lyk laughing out loud :X! wahahahaaa.! yz cry until veri sorrow lidat. ma god. ma first tyme seeing her dropping her tears. we`ve got no tissue fer her. she used her receipt to wipe off her tears ETC. lols.
aft that, we headed to heartland mall. that idiert felicia didn`t want to go. luckily, yz and i managed to catch hold of her! hehes.
reached there, yz wanted to tk photos. i didn`t want. end up we didnt.
aft that tey ate at kfc, suddenly felt so lethargic.. while tey were eating, i called tricia and ask if she wanted to cum meet mi as we can head to tuition straight.
they left, tricia came few mins later. we went to shop ard first. saw kexiong and his stead. greeted-
bought some stuffs to munch while walking back to tricia`s hse since there was still so much tyme left b4 our tuition and oso tricia wanted to eat her homecook food. haf ma dinner at her hse too. nice and less-oil food. *thumbs up!
went fer tuition wif tricia at mavis. cher there is god damn funnie. no mood to pay attention. tired-

message fer-

yvonne: HEY ger, i nv mention ur name under "imporatant ppl in ma life"( below )not bcux u not important to mi lahs. is bcux i lazy to type u guys out. plus u oso seldom ply frendster mahs. thats wad i put in ma frendsters profile onli ;)

felicia: hey babe, cheer up k?? u still nid sum1 to hear u out? cor mi alryte. i`ll oso be here xP

that`s all about it. gotta go bath ler. tatas!

ma blog music is up!! thks to melanie fer that xP

2004-07-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+enthu

* happeningsof da dae __+euro final!

* tuningto __+ma blog song- crazy sexy marvellous

whole dae was lyk slackin at home. feel lyk joinin them at wild wild wet.. Sigh, but ma hair!! grr.
aniwae, i sleep and eat sleep and eat. lols. ard 5pm mit felicia at yck mrt station. together we head to yck stadium. tis tyme rd not bad , at least i did sum running. wad a wierd dae, keep sweating. but its gud oso, can help mi reduce ma fats. hehes.
aft reaching home, i ate ma dinner (planned not to eat at da first place.), while eating i kept sweating! ah qi was lyk, wow eat oso can sweat. hahas.
btw, i did a gud deed. i helped ah ni to set up her blog man. but she was damn fussy. hahas. thou, i quite lyk the skin.
check it out : www.lost-in-lub.blogspot.com

yippe!! todae euro final. damn exciting~~~~!!!! mux not miss itt!

ps: ma blog song is up! is da song fer ma blog theme. crazy sexy marvellous!

*ma comment board is up!!

2004-07-03T08:40:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+happy :>

* happeningsof da dae __+nuthin

* tuningto __+DJ Mp4- the book is on da table

ytd slept at 6pm till todae 6am. lols. wad a pig yea? aniwae, going ps later wif ma sis. fer da satay thingy. hehes. changing ma hp soon. its kinda faulty now. but i still love it. cannot bear to part wif it >:(. might be getting 7610 at a reasonable price.
here are some images of ma current hp. love it though its abit faulty. lols~

tis is wad i put in ma friendster profile. deleting awae. so decided to paste it here first.

ppl important in ma lyfe --
mani ppl walking in and out of ma lyfe. onli tis peeps will stay foreva in ma heart. <3 treasuring them wif all ma heart.

[`+ ma dearest bytchsters *]

*felicia - a beri gud listener, might not be a gud advisor though. a trustworthy ger. when i`m sad, able to sit bside mi. keeping quiet. when i`m happi, bside mi sharing wif mi.

*yuanzheng - a close to perfect type of ger. looks, character both oso got. being wif her was soo much fun and jokes. neva-ending interesting incident she had, neva fail to tell us.

*lene - a gud slacking pal. haf her mind of her own. beri steady too.

*eliza - a crappy lil ger. can haf lotsa interesting and funnie arguement wif her.

[^+ ma dearest jiemuis -]

*jingyi - get to knw her onli tis yr. and she had already putting trust in mi which i`m oso doing that to her. always fooling ard wif mi. soo much laughter and fun. always by ma side. appreciate beri much. reallie, luv her!

*melody - ma dearest pinky jiemui. lyk a princess. fun, pretty, cheerful and interesting. wif her, can haf no worries but fun onli! how great~

*tricia - frm da dae i`m born, i`m already sticking wif her. opps, or rather da other wae rd. yep, ma dearest cousin. to mi, she is not onli ma cousin. but ma veri own soul-mate. we did almost everyting together. slacking,sleeping,tawning,crapping,singing,crying,gossipping [ trying to curse SOMEONE down, how evil. lols. ], trying to break open a cambell can soup wif forks,shoppin, prank phone calls,msg-ing etc..

*darryl - always there fer mi. whenever i nid him there to hear mi out. a guddy guy! gud in baseket ball too, i guess ^^

*linda - everytyme wif her ard, i would feel extremely sercure. no doubt ,that she can be trusted. beri emotional too.

[-__LASTLY, ma family! duhs. +]

ps: not in ani order, all are equally important to mi.!

2004-07-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+cracky

* happeningsof da dae __+nth much

* tuningto __+5566- tiao bo

well, beginning to lurve sch lyfe :x.
aniwae, todae nth much happening lohs. juz lauffing crappin in klass. our cher pretty lame.
howeva, was kinda snooked wif wad happen jux now. hate that. hope jy will stay strong.
oh yea, luckily wif her pro-copying skill, she manage to help mi copy finish that whole junk of lit. lols.
opps, its tyme fer ma nap. !

2004-07-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+moody

* happeningsof da dae __+current lyfe style sux to da core.

* tuningto __+comic boy- ai qin fu ke ban

heh.. it have been a few daes since i last blogg. beri tiring sch daes. once i reach home i would bath and yeah. on ma bed fast alslp. couldn`t slp at nite. watch tv. till past midnight then again back to ma bed. early morning couldn`t wake up. in class feeling slpy. aft sch again home, bath , slp etc.. going round and round. ma current lyfe cycle yea? kindda sucky i can sae. wadeva, try to adjust it as soon.
aniwae, ytd big blackout yea? lols. most of ma pals got it. lols. i`m the lucky wan. safe and sond xP.
aniwae, gotta log off. goin to catch euro 2004 later. portugal vs holland! ~ got figoooo~~~~ xP

2004-06-28T13:39:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+guilty and down

* happeningsof da dae __+nth, jux studying.

* tunningto __+mini and gu-er- yi qi fei

didn`t attend sch todae. veri tired. felt guilty once again. so i`m going to stay at home da whole dae to complete ma werk. not goin out to ply todae, i promise -.-" sick and tired of maself skippin sch fer no gud reasons! wadeva. i`m going to kick da habit of not going to sch at least once a week.

ytd, didn`t sleep ani. tricia came ma hse ard 6am. we joked ard. finally sleep at ard 7.30am. was forced to wake up at 9am. get prepare to wild wild wet. elaine,james,ah cat,ah qi, ah ger, evone,xiao boy,keith ,tricia and ah kai were here. we reached pasir ris at ard 10am aft stopping over fer breakfast near ma hse. we were all super duper excited. to ma suprise, saw reno and guys there too! we played all da stuffs there. although, it was hell lotsa fun butt.. da games there were kinda limited. which we haf to repeat some of da games played. i intended not to get ma hair wet or into da chemical pool, failed to do so. damn, ma hair is veri dry now >:(. oh ya, and everyone`s face are fcuking red. lols. aniwae, we left that place ard 7pm. aft that, headed to serangoon garden fer dinner. well, reached home at ard 10pm. aft changing etc. i tune in. too tired fer sch.

2004-06-27T02:18:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+feeling depressed and dead-beat

* happeningsof da dae __+bbq, rushing ma stuffs

* tunningto __+nil.

back frm bbq ard 10pm. as it was raining it ended kinda early. ma gawd, ma legs are hurting and so is ma head. damn, still haf to rush ma assignments and all.. grr, juz completed ma eng project. Sigh, felt that ma eng sux to da core. i dun even know wad i`m suspose to type.
worse still, thinking of sch is going to re-open real soon makes mi totally down. depressed. wadeva, i`m joining tricia and guys at kza`s place fer euro 2004! guess whu wins it? hmms, seems lyk i`m in fer soccer?! -_________-

2004-06-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+still abit sicky

* happeningsof da dae __+kbox, bbq

* tunningto __+jolin tse- dao dai

didn`t blog ytd. not free. 2pm - 7pm went kbox wif tricia. aft that headed to ecp fer bbq. kl`s bdae. tawned over at tricia`s hse. watch soccer. greece win. cannot believe it. sneak into kitchen cooked two huge bowl of noodles fer both of us.
todae, slept till 3pm plus. den we headed to heartland mall, eddy`s chicken chop! now back home wif tricia. going to ah cat`s bbq. damn. 3 whole dae eating bbq food. -.-" omg, i gotta go! bye. ma dearest tricia is kp-ing. lols. love her xP
tmr going wild wild wet! YEAH!

2004-06-25T02:39:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+still as sick.

* happeningsof da dae __+bbq-ing, embarassing

* tunningto __+casada- miracle

is past midnight now. ytd, had bytchsters bbq. reno, jon poh, jon throng, aaron, alex, guangzhe, tingyu, yonggang , zherui, yaoping, jianhong, cifu etc.. turned up.
is still ok. not reallie as fun. well, aniwae took sum pics over ther. update soon.
sick- feel lyk vomiting now.. mux be jux now those junks. corked-up in ma stomach. damnit.

2004-06-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+sickiee

* happeningsof da dae __+trying of clothes in TIS FASHION,late fer lessons.

* tunningto __+tata young- sexy,naughty,bitchy.

meet felicia at hougang point busstop. together wif tricia we headed to tampines mall. reached ard 4plus. shopped at da this fashion fer felicia`s dream skirt. lols. aft that went to da pasar malam ther walk awhile. felicia left. mi and tricia sat north-east line to kovan. on the wae, we were munching two large fries. was suspose to go tutorial at 6.30pm. yet we reach only at 6.50pm. still we went to da mac ther and bought coca float. tricia`s recommendation. not quite nice. :x
reach da hall at 7pm. tis is ma first lesson there. hopefully, da tuitor din haf a bad impression on mi.
during da lesson, i wasn`t fully concentrating. i was lyk thinking alot of rubbish. lyk, wad if tis tyme rd i did as bad in ma study? grr. hate that
damn, found that todae i din spend on clothes or wad.. but juz FOOD. i`m growing fatter and broking too. lols
yippee! tmr bytchsters bbq~

2004-06-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

* jesslynnish ___+tired

* happeningsof da dae __+watch da best bet, laughter of 3 assie.

* tunningto __+groove coverage- runaway

i`m feelin sick rite now. coughing all da wae! well, din slp well last nyte. tis ish how it goes:
surfed net till ard 3am. sis fwen came. san chun, desmond, ah bao. man, three noise-maker ish wad i can sae. beri noisy, funnie though. desmond cooking some junk in ma kitchen. was asked to "supervise" him. he is a GREAT COOK indeed. lols. using oil lyk water. da result, three hungry assie gumbling up da messy-looking food, 2 gers staring in disgust. aft that, tey surfed frendsters and slacked. i,feeling sick and tired, hopped onto ma bed. damn, tey are fcuking noisy, and i mean reallie noisy. all da laughter etc. worse still, dat stupid san chun keep entering ma room and turning on da radio to da max volume, switching on da light and off da fan. trying to wake mi up! luckily, ma air-con is still as cooling to keep mi alslp. i woke up halfwae, 5.3oam. god, they are still in ma hse! aft that i couldn`t get back to slp. was lyk coughing non-stop. terrible!
ma alarm din ring. was late to meet felicia. late fer about 35mins. rushed over to j8. phew~ reached juz on tyme to catch ma show. -da best bet
not bad, pretty lame. juz suits us. lols.
aft that, shopped ard j8 and bought a dano top. felicia haf to rush home. so i left ther too.
in bus, i keep coughing cannot stop maself. i tink everyone in da bus mux be starring at mi eh ?!
*added a hugging system on da bottom right hand. gimme huggsss if u`re seeing tis!! lols.

*dedicated to felicia-
hey, remember wad ya told mi wad tey sae jux now ? actually, i dun care much. cux that`s how i feel and i cannot force maself to hide it. it reallie din apply when i`m wif da others. lyk jy ,melody etc. i agree wif u. i did haf a heavier mood frm da beginning of tis yr. u shld noe y ryte. wadeva, jux feel that i shld sae tis to u. no nid them to understand. u alone will do xP

2004-06-22T03:01:00.000+08:00

lols. cannot reallie do without bloggin. so decided to make up a new wan. although, acct still da same but i changed the url. cux i tink tis is beta and easier to remember. i mean da url name xP